youu are the one who can make moments last foreverr.

2005-10-02T16:18:00.000+08:00

i want to find a cure for that cancer
even though i know its already too late
i shall find the cure
and make the cancer cells pay
for what they did
then i can take revenge
and make the cancer cells suffer in return

2005-09-27T18:55:00.000+08:00

i love shir' too much
yayy!!

to my bestest tutors in the world
lingypoo, humantorch, tjj
lets learn graphs again!!
:))

shutup okayy
talk so much
you are such an eyesore
i dont wish to see you again
hurry get out of school NOW.

2005-09-21T22:27:00.000+08:00

on this very day
one month ago,
my life became miserable
i bet you dont remember
you dont even know
you dont care anymore

2005-09-19T21:11:00.000+08:00

seems like just yesterday
you were a part of me
i used to stand so tall
i used to be so strong

hold your arms around me tight
everything felt so right
unbreakable
like nothing could go wrong

now i cant breathe
no i cant sleep
im barely hanging on

here im once again
im torn into pieces
cant deny
cant pretend
just thought you are the one
broken up
deep inside
but you wont get to see the tears i've cried
behind these hazel eyes

i told you everything
opened up and let you in
you made me feel alright
for once in my life

now all thats left of me
is what i pretend to be
sewn together
but so broken up inside

now i cant breathe
no i cant sleep
im barely hanging on

here im once again
im torn into pieces
cant deny
cant pretend
just thought you are the one
broken up
deep inside
but you wont get to see the tears i've cried
behind these hazel eyes

swallow me then spit me out
for hating you i blame myself
seeing you it kills me now
no i dont cry
on the outside
anymore.

i typed those lyrics myself
i didnt get it from some any-oh-how website
yesyes
so pardon me if the lyrics are wrong

after school!
the five of us went to com lab to do admin work
we had to share lab with this class of sec ones
the sec ones were doing some presentation thing
about relationships
ha
i didnt really listen to them though
until i heard the word infatuation
infatuation
it hit me so hard
it still hurts so bad
i totally loss concentration
they said,
infatuation is a want not a need
but infatuation can lead to love
the words just drilled straight into my head
i couldnt take it anymore
i walked out of the lab
and i never went back
instead i stayed in np store
to do attendance stuff for sirius
gosh
whats wrong with me??!
frowns-

today it was raining really heavily
but there was still the sun know!
then raudha was like
'eh! its raining but got sun
you can be that sunshine during the rain.'
and i thought it made alot of sense
so now,
im sunshine during the rain.
tskk

emofied-

2005-09-10T20:16:00.000+08:00

_myfataldesire

2005-09-02T20:25:00.000+08:00

the days pass
each day more painful than the one before
mentally torturing
and the silent killing
the hours of everyday seem longer
sometimes when she just wants the pain to end
she forces herself to sleep
but she never succeeds
for the hours would be spent
lying there with all those thoughts in her head
she never stops thinking..

even though she doesnt believe in god
how much she wishes he would let her go
away from all these sorrow
to give her the back the days she wants
and misses so badly
the days she spent with youu

and she asks herself
why was she holding on
what was she holding on to
nothing is left
she wonders why she's doing this to herself
and her questions
are left unanswered
for now,
she can only live off those memories
sometimes she thinks that hell,
is better than what she's going through now

she's afraid of losing
but she's already lost everything she had
but did she even own it in the first place??

mabye she would be doing everyone a favour
if she vanished from the face of this earth
never to be seen again

in the meantime,
no matter how,
she still puts on that smile
that million dollar sunshiner smile
for everyone to see
she doesnt want to show that she's a weakling
she wants to tell everyone that she's fine
and they should stop worrying for her
but her closest friends
they always knew something was wrong
how right they were
yet they stayed beside her
through all those rotten times
she just wants to say a big thankyou to them
for she has taken their presence for granted
you people really meant alot to her
thankyou!

could there always be a happily ever after??

even if someone were to turn back the time
she would repeat her mistakes again
because some facts just cant be denied
she believes that those feelings would remain,
forever

2005-09-01T07:58:00.000+08:00

i so love 6b'02
a bunch of rubbish people
checheng's the best can
our organiser
hah
im so proud of her
:))
we made super alot of noise on the bus
the best thing is
the public cant really call our schools to complain
cause there're over eight schools in there
after i made that point clear
everyone talked even louder
tskk
typical
when we were getting off the bus
i saw this woman look at us
and told her friend finally..
oops :x
lei!
happybirthday girl :))
missed you la

our sec twos are damn sweet can!
they gave each of us one packet of cookies
x))
so we're like their teachers
and they said they hope to learn more
from us!
thankyou aries :))

oh
i realised
today is the first of september
was i expecting something to happen??

i put that trust in you
and you chose to abuse it
seriously
news do travel
real quick
i cant believe im so stupid
to trust you again and again
to believe that you were on my side
and i told you my darkest secrets
my worst fears
my most inner words
gosh
you are such a liar
i really cant believe myself
what was i thinking?!
i need someone to slap me now
now now now
and yes
i have lost that trust in you

im fighting this battle
this aimless battle
and i dont know whos my enemy
is it you,
or her,
or her
questionmark.

fuck everything thats in between

2005-08-28T08:42:00.000+08:00

humantorch spent some of her night with me
and im so thankful for her presence
i felt so rotten the whole day
so trapped inside
like i'd never see the sunshine again
and im locked in that cage
where no one else can save me
nothing's going right
it is said
when you lose something,
you'll gain something
but why
why do i feel that im losing everything
in the past when we played
you've always been the winner
and im the loser
now i really am
are you happy now??

you gave me heaven
then you took it away
and i miss you
more than words can say
i need a miracle now.

_no matter where life takes me to
a part of me would always be with you

2005-08-25T22:29:00.000+08:00

er..
im sorry
but who's mouldy??

i want farewell party
for crater
pretty please?

when its dark enough
you can see the stars_
its all the same
sunshine would only come out after the rain
but what if the rain never stops
howhow??

wo shi zhong dai zhe ni ai de wei siao
yi lu shang xun zhao wo yi shi de mei hao
bu xiao xin dang lei liu guo zhui jiao
jiu yong ni wo guo de shou mo diao

2005-08-22T20:14:00.000+08:00

i saw an idiot
wearing cedar jacket
and doing aces day workout
under the freaking hot sun
gosh
please
want to act cool
also dont have to act until like that right
im sorry
but i feel so bitchy now
now now now
shutup.

there is no recipe to being the best nco
but the ingredients from your heart
as quoted from the one and only
mjy
big SIGHS-
we made aries cry today
because we talked about POP
rahhh
how are we ever going to be good ncos like that
we must trust them
to make them trust us in return
so its all about trust
and mabye faith
just mabye

aint gonna show no weakness
im gonna smile
and tell the whole world im fine
im gonna keep my senses
but deep down where no one can hear me
baby i'll be crying for you
why do i love you??

i know its all my fault
im to blame for my state today
all that wishful thinking on my part
how can i be so silly
now i have to fight the inner battle
and suffer the consequences alone
i still feel that
if you had put a bullet through my heart
everything would have been less painful

and i have a few questions to ask you

i realised that all the insignificant fries
have something in common
seriously
just go and think about it
SCREAMS-

2005-08-20T00:04:00.000+08:00

i feel so drained now
and P.O.P. is tomorrow
nono
more like today
later
in eight hours time
and my full-u is still not ready yet
im so afriad we'll screw up
and that i'll forget to bring something important
rahh-

i felt so bad making you go to school
for only five minutes
sorry
but can i say that it was worth it??
yesyes
x)))

two hearts one soul
i want to stay like this forever

2005-08-18T17:13:00.000+08:00

i need to control this temper of mine
i swear
its going to get me into trouble one day soon
thats if i dont stop blowing up
whenever i want
where ever i want as well

i bet you're jealous la
x))

2005-08-15T20:56:00.000+08:00

dead silence
and i dont like it
frowns-

can i say that zi' and kiat
are the two most wonderful people in the world
and i love them alotalot
no words can describe them
and they treated me to secret recipe
:))
yayy
they never fail to make my day
always cheer me up
and make me smile
kiat's my clown
zi's my bestest next door neighbour
x))
thankyou for being there for me!
im fine okayy
dont worry

i want to help you solve that problem
i dont want to be part of it
it hurts me so
to see you like this
i want to be there for you
your sunshine
and to stay by you
foreverr.

trashing
dont talk about it

2005-08-14T09:12:00.000+08:00

trashings on monday
a waste of time if you ask me
really
we organised trashing session
to trash ONE person
what the hell
when will delphinus learn
more like will that person change??
will trashing her help??
hmms
sometimes a leopard just cant change its spots

what zi' told me touched me alot
alot alot
i never knew you all had that conversation
and the will to stand up for me
to be there for me
if anything went wrong
love you all!!

there must be an angel
with a smile on her face
when she thought that i should be with youu

i went for haircut yesterday
see you guys on monday then!
:))

2005-08-11T20:17:00.000+08:00

:)))
you make me feel better already
i want to smile my head off
hee.

2005-08-10T18:47:00.000+08:00

papaya darling!!
happy happy birthday
lovelove!
:D
i bet you want to see me now right!
hee
i want to see you too
tomorrow is just a day away

crashing of the lecture
turned out to be a success la!
loved it can
haha
and i learnt a new thing
next time if you want to do well for test
sleep during lessons
you heard me correctly!
sleep during lessons
you can get like above 80%
and your teacher will praise you
like alot alot
tskk
fat and i make a good team
yayy!
lovelove
:))
and i saw the famous kl already!
so fun so fun
i love the union room
and the music
and the rubbish people

but i worry still
for all the things
your past
and mine
and i wonderr how
i want to talk to you now
now now now
tell me what to do will you
i feel so trapped
frowns-

2005-08-09T14:54:00.000+08:00

ndp is finally over
no more practices for me
perhaps my last time wearing first-u also
hmms
i just love being in that white and blue uniform
super smart right?!
yesyes
i know
i want to keep that uniform forever
but sometimes things just dont go
the way you want it to

hmms
our hierarchy
mrhumantorch. head of training
joleen.asst head
hilda.head of logistics
ahma.asst head
szeling.head of admin
geraldine.asst head
susu.head of project and planning
xiiuqii.asst head
fiake.head of media and publications
invisiblegirl.asst head
a few surprises there
im in admin department
and like i havent gone through admin training yet
my whole group can!
seven of us
no admin training
our schedule is so tight
so is mjy's
no time to spare at all
and im supposed to start on my first job
what membership certificate thing
okayyokayy
i'll try to do a good job
x))
im taking our squad la
as in like delphinus
delphinus nco
nco of delphinus
got it??
dont worry about me
im fine

oh
can everyone stop trying to pinch me!
you you and you!!
stop stop
painful okayy
pouts-

7.5hours
:))
i loved it

im going to crash your lecture tmr!!
oops!
haha
so fun can
and i really feel like saying hello to the lecturer
:)))
i want a tour okayy!

2005-08-06T20:43:00.000+08:00

my delphinus outing!!
:))
those of us with brothers
are going to do something horrible tonight!
roars-
gosh
at least we spared our fathers
our squad is so rubbish can?!
we make it seem so real
and rachel's dog is included somewhere
tsktsk
poor monty
so innocent
yesyes
carry out the plan tonight
please remember!!

haagen daaz milkshake rocks kae
mrhuamntorch and i got to drink it for free
x))

2005-08-05T19:41:00.000+08:00

rahh
i had like super bad gastric today
until i had to go recovery room
then the vp made milo for me la!
:))
still got!!
ms nair paid for my toast
and zi' and kiat went to buy it for me!!
haha
royal treatment la
what to do??
x))))

and so today is be yourself day
3h did put in alot of effort
at least we tried
im sorry i couldnt be there for judging
i hoped it went well

the stupid pig is out for camp
:((
miss miss!

ndp full dress rehersal
the sun was so freaking hot
shine until my boots become not shiny anymore
frowns-
but other than that
i think everything else went quite well
chinghong hit the drum until so pro!!
like everyone under her control
haha!!

achoo is our head prefect!!
:))
then sining is VHP
haha
jiayou people
your journey has just begun

i think delphinus like super dread monday
the day when the results will be out
the day our path would be chosen
and we would have to walk through it
no matter what
but i look forward to tmr
:))
delphinus outing
yayy!

2005-08-03T23:14:00.000+08:00

ncc's hierarchy came out today
onghuiting is their encik
congrats!!
yesyes
and after apt
i saw my darling papaya crying like shit
so heartbreaking can
i just wanted to cry for her
and give her a super big hugg
and tell her that everything's okayy
when i know its not
i knew my dear had high hopes
and everyone else thought you'd do well too
we hoped it would be you
youre still our good good leader
and you still have ahma as your cadet
its all down to grades
whos the smartest and whos not
i mean seriously
im being realistic
teachers decide everything mostly by grades
dont you agree
just give it a thought for one moment
think about all those people with positions
and link them with their academic results
there you have it
the biasedness
face it
you have to study hard to get whatever you want
because thats what the government has made of us
competitors
hmms
so the best way
is to be good in both worlds
studies or not
i still love my papaya for who she is
nothing can change that
:))

i dont know whats wrong with the computer
it just refuses to let me upload my pictures
:((
yes
so those who want their photos
come and get from me!!
i'll try to upload again someday

i feel super satisfied after baking the cake today!!
like my first cream cake ok
so proud of myself can
and the best thing is that the two of them okayy already
:))))
*claps
yayy!!

and yet another starless night-

2005-08-02T23:33:00.000+08:00

the stupid bruise on my knee is getting biggger
and disgusting
hmms

we went to the sports hall today!!
learnt how to do sign language can?!
so cool
i think its damn fun la
next time i can go communicate with all the deaf and mute people
:))
oh
and i went to check my weight
i lost like 3kg??!
like super cannot believe
dont know what happened also
but i used the digital machine
should be quite reliable rights
shruggs-
and so i wonder
how i lost all that weight
when i havent even been jogging
for the past four weeks?!
hahah!

i so loved the rain during bio lesson
the sky was so dark
and the wind was cool
the rain smelt nice
:))
but i was freezing after that
heh

oh yes
i want to COMPLAIN
calsia sng kai shi
that crazy person
slapped me today!!
for no reason can!
ohmygosh
super painful la!
is like she tickling me
then the next moment
piak!
on my face
i swear im gonna get my lawyer
and sue that pooot
humpfs

our hierarchy is out
scary??
only the sec fours and above know the positions
hmms
i dont have any hopes either..

2005-07-30T17:49:00.000+08:00

yesterday yesterday
during fnn
i cooked in my black shirt and fbt kae!!
so sexy right
hahah
zi and i cooked good food again!!
:))
like of course right
what else can you get when you put the two of us together??
we are the inseparable pair

15minutes and 14seconds
hahah
we're making progress!
:)))
you are my everything and more

2005-07-27T19:02:00.000+08:00

my samurai is in hospital!!
i so want to visit her can?!
imagine lying there alone
and nobody go visit you!!
i'll rot to death kae
soon soon
delphinus will all go together
then you wont be bored anymore!!
:)

oh
about the uniform thing
i wish to say sorry to aries
yes yes
misunderstanding
it wasnt your fault

happy birthday mrs woo!!
hahah
3h are rockers
love you people!!

10+4=14
:)))))

2005-07-23T10:03:00.000+08:00

changing parade yesterday
i felt so rusty
but i did my best
i know
i tried
i hope i didnt drag anyone down with me
im sorry if i did

and so trouble comes
aries found two full-u
and gave it to the sec fours
thanks alot
i know one belongs to jolene
just say it
we are DOOMED
we'll go throught this together kae
on monday
face the music

my new computer came yesterday!
yes
so now i have two!
love it
we dont have to fight anymore!!

im only afriad
that this is all too good
to be true
hmms

2005-07-20T23:38:00.000+08:00

apparently im unable to sleep now
hmms
parents
what do they know
restricting my movement
frowns-
i am waiting for the day i can walk out of the house
and never return
how wonderful

mr suresh is a rocker
he's going to teach us amath during jogging tmr
*claps-
what a smart 3h
dont have to jogg
never knew our convicing skills were so great
:))

we changed places again today
our last time changing for the year
mrs woo said strictly no moving around!!
it doesnt really matter
im beside dear raudha
and calsia is one seat away
i bet they'll gang up on me
mabye i should put up a notice on the baord
STRICTLY NO BULLYING OF CLASSMATES

*roars-

as if they wont

my days of torturing by shirr and calsia are OVER

im gonna miss shirr though

she's sitting so faraway now

irresistable-

2005-07-19T23:27:00.000+08:00

moi is OVER
can you believe i actually had to do sedia?!
and i screwed it up!!
bleahs-
i missed out like a few points
and those are the important ones!!
screams-
anyway im going to forget about it
its over
so why brood over it right??
getting into ndp squad is another thing
no high hopes either

one month to POP
sixteen more apt to POP
four more parades to POP
doesnt it scare you?!

we're going to eugenia's house tmr!!
x))
love it!
me my laogong and zi!!
hahahah
we're all going together
and we're going to eat good food!!

oh!
havent i said?!
human torch is my husband!!
*roars-
she flirts know!
but she still belongs to me
MINE
and no one can take her away!!
:))
i think im using too much exclaimation marks!!
who cares right
im happy
thats what matters

huggs tight

2005-07-12T23:53:00.000+08:00

that joshua sng person is actually coming for this fridays parade
impossible
not that i care really
rather turned off
everytime i see him i'll go like yucks!!
disgusting pile of i dont know what
calling him shit would offend the shit
if he ever calls us redundant one more time
i'll hate him for life
irritating

the thought of taking over scares me
as p.o.p draws nearer each day

im going flag selling at bugis this saturday!!
supporters must come kae!!
thankyouu-

2005-07-11T23:32:00.000+08:00

your words left me wondering
and you left me confused
im so puzzled
not wanting to make a choice
and i dont want to know what my choice is

2005-07-06T00:35:00.000+08:00

have i really changed??

2005-06-28T18:47:00.000+08:00

ten teachers not in school
apparently the bug's getting around
and shir hasnt been here for two daees
sighs-
i miss my partner

that joshua sng
think he damn good
what np is a redundant cca
and he's like our teacher in charge
please la
gimme a break
dont like us then dont take us
we dont really need another teacher you see
ours are nice enough
they care for us more than you do
thankyou

delphinus came up with sommore names
samu[rai]
cahch[ng]
soft[lee]
yes and they changed my name
so now im flir[ting]
hahaha
tricia also change to
wan[tan]
hahahahahahaa
i think were damn rubbish!!
:D
delphinus-!!

2005-06-27T23:35:00.000+08:00

tiredd`
im like trying to finish up my homework now
now now now
yes
ncos to be
yao jiayou
i think our invitation cards are super nice la
pretty
orange-
blue
only one bad point
they went to write my address on EVERYONE'S envolope
how smart is that
i mean like at least sec ones and twos dont need what
hahaha
funny people
but i think our script is like damn funny
especially with xiuqi and susu!!
:D
thankyou!!

im like still trying to think of something for ahma
pota[teo]??
toma[teo]??
hahahahahahah
i cant find anything that ends with teo la!!

magi[ke]

sex[see]

live[li]

interes[ting]

love[lee]

rambu[tan]!

so cool right??

love it.

2005-06-24T20:25:00.000+08:00

atc at pulau ubin posponed
to 11th and 13th november
please take note!!
interes[ting]
haha.

2005-06-23T22:30:00.000+08:00

gone with the wind..
wooosh!
*claps-
area five rocks kae!!
espcially squad twoo '05
:D
will we be in the same group for atc??
hahahaa
who knows right
its all up to them!

2005-06-12T21:15:00.000+08:00

i couldnt help but think about my past
sighs-
they came flooding back like nothing
its a nightmare
hate it

perth people
i cant send you guys off either
im sorry

2005-06-11T20:59:00.000+08:00

too many things happening for a day
just too many

2005-05-31T12:50:00.000+08:00

i havent blogged in a million years
yes
a MILLION!!
hahaha
and that ahma is at my house now
dont know doing what la
she whole day eat eat eat
eat sommore

near far high low im the BEST!!
screams-
those people going to perth
you all better get something for me kae!!
or else i'll just sit there and CRY
cause im supposed to go
with you all
and play play play
until the sky drop down
hahaha
oh sumitra!!
im so sorry kae
i cant celebrate your birthday with you!!
but you still got the rest of the squad la
dont worry kae!!
oh and ahma and i plan to send you all to the plane!!

my papaya and i are going to be directors
and we are going to win the best director award
*claps for us
but she's at camp now
so we'll have to wait
hahahah
*sighs-

2005-05-08T20:18:00.000+08:00

doing fnn now
i feel so busy
SCREAMS-

not allowed to go perth
wth
so freaking irritated
and i had some mother's day la
wah
got shouted at early in the morning
spoil my day kae
bitch

guess what
i know that the worst has yet to come
just wait and see

2005-05-04T20:15:00.000+08:00

oh!
uploaded my pictures!!!
go see see see :))

is war coming??
i wonderr
sighs

ran 2km in 12.14mins
wah!!
that hwee teng
run so fast!!
another 2km next week
tiredd`
step up step up!!

easily amused
hahaaha

that zi` and kiat
forever making me laugh
funny people
:D

mrs woo is just damn nice la
she bought everyone of us a box kae!!
got roller summore
$12 PER box
so pretty
so much neater now
and she comes to school for us
for 3h
how nice is that
oh..
i want to go for fnn perth trip
sighs-

jealousy kills
*nodds

2005-04-24T21:14:00.000+08:00

yesterday was great!!
whoots-
cheers for us
oh my goodness
i simply love my squad la
so pro
:D
we lived through everything!!
can you believe it??
its overr
come to think of it
i'll miss all the days in the sun
getting sunburnt like crazy
and drinking the bottled water
sighs-
but its overr!!
yayy!!
*claps
*cheers
haha
i didnt eat anything yesterday
not until at night
no breakfast
no lunch
no dinner
hahaha
we went swensens to eat at like nine plus at night
:D
and we got treated by shermaine's motherr
she gave us $80 la!!
they were all like
'aunty when's your birthday?? we buy you present kae!'
cannot stand my squad
so funny
laugh until i want to die
ate like a pig
and only paid like $2!!
oops!
:P

during the last practice
before the actual thing
dont know what happened to me
halfway through
cannot see
cannot hear
everything went white
then i couldnt take it anymore
so i squat down
some red cross people took me to first aid base
thankyou!!
but i superr scared
later someone replace me
so i went back out asap
but my contingent march back to rest liao la!!
*screams-
so i had to march to block 26 alone
a-l-o-n-e
when i reached there
they told me
'we didnt march up. we took shortcut!'
i wanted to scream
too tiredd

spectrum and hermes maams came
i think their presence was a strong form of encouragement
at least it was for me!!
:D

G.O.H. 05'
:D :D

oh
ahma
dont sadd la!
never see you liddat before kae!!
haiz
dont worry
some day..
some how..
yes
jiayou!!

i will miss..
my rifle
my bayonet
my first-u

burnt my self when baking today
OUCH
grr.

**upload my pictures soon soon sooon!!

2005-04-22T18:35:00.000+08:00

replies tags
nellie,ahma,zi,dhil: thanks for the encouragement!!

:D
all i can do is smile
hahaha
we're champions!!
oleanderr
yes!
:D
first in cheer leading
first overall
*claps
double champion
:D :D :D
bougan and ixora were runner ups!
claps for them too!!
we kinda screwed up
as the cheer cheer leaders
sighs
didnt even knew that they started
seriously screwed
but the cheer leaders made it
so i guess its kinda okayy

had so much fun with my sisters!!
*muacks
give you all big big kiss!!
missed you all like crazy
when was the last time we went out??
chinese new year
i think
hahaha
thats a long time
oh!
i scored the highest for bowling!!
hahaha
like 94
*grins
3 roses 1 ole

**i'll upload my photos soon!!

ole's got the power
ole's got the speed
our crowds' got the spirit
to help us take the lead
today is the day
we'll put you away
we're headed for the top
the top of the lot
we explode with spirit
and take it to the limit
we cheer and we lead
feel the OLE BEAT!

running away with the champions trophy :)

2005-04-14T23:06:00.000+08:00

i just finished our camp schedule la
superr tired now
but i havent touched my homework yet
looks like i gotta mug like crazy tonight
and get like superr little sleep
hope i dont sleep in class tomorrow
nodds-
plus GOH practice
haiz
tiredd'

i passed my geog test
hahaha
its like news to me
oh well
its called achievement
i sound stupid rights
i dont care anymore

and there's this power hungry thing going on
trashing is like on tuesday
for once i'm neutral
cause i know i wont be one of the heads
so i dont even bother fighting for the position
haha
thats the consequence of bad grades
i've given up hope for taking any positions
i know tanhankiang wont ever choose me la
so whats the point right
*sighs
oh well
thats life

2005-04-10T14:27:00.000+08:00

yesterday's full dress rehersal
didnt go very well
sighs
supporting contingent march better than us
wow
and next week
four people will be chosen as reserves
i hope it wont be any of us
oh well
i thought that yesterday's training was kinda okayy
and i flicked the rifle up
everytime we do rusok
:)
i got like twoo blue-black now!!
hahaha
but i didnt do hormat properly
i always catch my uniform with the rifle la!!
sighs
more trainings
thats what i need
so much for being in GOH
i like my first uniform
thirrteen more days to the real thing

2005-04-06T22:30:00.000+08:00

i havent blogged in AGES
haha
and i'm superr tired now
yawns
my template is in a terrible mess
please close one eye
and pretend not to see anything
i cant link my archives
sighs
*i am worried for you

2005-03-24T18:02:00.000+08:00

this week is over
i'm like thank godness
ever since monday
everything was damn hectic
and crazy
and many times
i almost couldnt take it
if not for delphinus..
thankyou delphinus!!
you guys mean alot to me okayy
really.
and all those crazy people
who never fail to make me laugh
thankyou!!
and guess what..
i still havent get me approval to perth yet
i wont take no for an answer
unless i really cant help it
oh well
*shruggs

2005-03-10T22:48:00.000+08:00

trust me
fiona is dead
like d-e-a-d
the class notice boards are due tomorrow
and 3h's board is naked
haha
i'm damn confused
irritated
why??
no reason,
a million reasons
everything is mulled inside my head
i cannot think properly
damn it
trying to live two lives
to the best of my ability
so little time
so much to do
thats whats happening now
and my parents arent making things easier
wth
nana is stressed straight out
perservere

2005-03-07T19:37:00.000+08:00

we collected our first u today!!
whoos
it damn cool la
i like our ranks
it's like silver and dark blue
and its super nice
can you believe that i acctually wear size three
like oh my gawd
haha
ahma wearing size six!!
i wore size three
then go and show sir
he was like okay what
but it feels kinda tight
tight until i cannot salute
but acctually no need to salute
so i took size three
no regrets!

there are like two blisters on my legs
its super pain!!
xiuqi thanks for the plaster
but the blister burst anyway

happy birthday to ahma
happy birthday to ahma
happy birthday to my ahma
happy birthday to you!!

*our polarr bear looks cute

2005-03-01T22:25:00.000+08:00

my slowness is the cause of my downfall
i hope rachel knows what i am talking about
but dont worry
i'll be okay

2005-03-01T21:10:00.000+08:00

tomorrow will be a better day
haha
as if

2005-03-01T10:29:00.000+08:00

halo people
i'm finally back from oac
six days five nights
seemed like six years
i prefer any np camp to this
i missed delphinus
and i cried more than i can ever remember
mrs woo is the best la
i just feel that we owe her too much
too much

please tell me
how are we supposed to bond as a class
when we are not supposed to talk
during meals
during showers
and when we are sleeping
i seriously dont understand

those who are missed by me:
-rachel
-xiuqi
-karmun
-eugenia
-brenda
-ahma
-clara
-huda
-sumitra
-dhilshad
-sophiaa!!!

i am like so dead
i just realised that rachel doesnt have her blog yet
ohmygoodness
fiona is in trouble :x

2005-02-18T22:11:00.000+08:00

rained like mad today
soaked to the skin mann!!
from my head to boots
all WET
my file also okay
like every single worksheet
all rachel's fault
hahaha
no la!
thanks for carrying it
my shoulders almost broke :x

i like my oac shirt!!
haha
red okay
its nice
i know black is nicer
but red is still nice
you wear black will get heat stroke :P
i win
lucky we didnt get purple la
i am just biased

for my beloved delphinus-
wake up in the morning
cant help but keep on yawning
feel so lethargic
what are we gonna do??
turn on the radio!!
to our favourite show...
[to be continued]
hahaha
i think its damn cute

2005-02-14T22:25:00.000+08:00

happy
valentine's
day
everyone!!

hoho..
i love myself.

2005-02-07T19:36:00.000+08:00

hoho..
i got good news!!
cedar got gold unit!!
hoho
only seven out of 159 schools got okay
i feel so proud..
all thanks to our seniors
THANK YOU!!
i only know out of the seven schools
only have one girls' school
thats cedar :D
then four boys' and two mixed schools
SJI. MSH. VS. HCI
irritating
my brother's school got 9 years gold
and he keeps reminding me..
grr
irritating
oh!
that means we're going for g.o.h.!!
*claps
sir said got a high chance of our whole squad going
yayy!!
good for us

the heritage trail retest will be this friday
i'd better pass
or i'll be the only one who is
badge-less

**for ahma: kutu.mutu.putu.hantu ;p

2005-02-04T22:32:00.000+08:00

npdp..
it wasnt as bad as i expected la
i was damn scared that i would blackout can!!!
lucky never..
fiona is strong
heehee :D
and i saw that CI from area15 again
haha
i think he got a sister in cedar..
they look sooo alike can?!?
i think i am too smart for my own good
but i suck in my studies la..
my amath test 1/10
smart right??
hoho

oh..
rachel is very ke lian
all she can eat is porridge and tao huay
haha
icecream also!!!
hahaha
i never see people eat icecream..
need to break into so many pieces one..
hahaha
chinesenewyear is like here already..
and she'll be missing all the good food
ke lian
:x

2005-01-27T19:31:00.000+08:00

ahma!!
you clumsy pig
haha
be careful next time
and take care of your specs
dont let anyone crush it again
hoho
and dont eat anymore rotten potatoes
later you got stomachache
then cannot shoot!!
[choy!]
ahma is strong ya??

today we give flora lim a big pig
no acctually it's not a pig
its not even a bear
it's a piggy-bear
haha
3h is the best class she ever taught ya??
yupps!!
good
and i flunk my geog test
hell la

tomorrow is shooting test already..
wish me good luck

2005-01-24T20:52:00.000+08:00

stop thinking rubbish

four more days to shoot test
*six hundred thousand twinkles

2005-01-22T15:04:00.000+08:00

kayla lim yan ying
yupps
thats her name
sounds like kaya right??
to think that me and ahma used to call her sardine
hahaha
3.1kg
what a big baby
shes damn cute la
and andre is getting jealous
because he's doesnt have the attention
hoho
kids.
and you wanna know what my mama calls her??
kalay
like what the hell right
haha
she dont know how to pronounce

i am rotting away
i can only go and find andre at four
rotting rotting

class board is due next week
and my class board is so clean
the colours are fixed already
orange and pink
like wow
pink
all thanks to tohziling
haha
and of course orange is chosen by me
:p
i win

*three hundred thousand twinkles

2005-01-04T18:32:00.000+08:00

okay!!
i found my password
*big grins*
hahaha
i'm so useless can?!
haiya
cant help it

second day of shcool
what can i say
oh..
i miss 2/O
why cant they just leave us in the same class
i mean the difference between trip.science and f&n
is only ONE subject!!!
grr..
another thing..
we got no MYE
is that good or bad??
seriously i dont know
and we got shooting test on 28th
thats not too far away..

ahma wishes to sing this song today..
so i shall sing it for her okay!!
here goes..
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you know who
happy birthday to you!!
*claps
hahaha
i'm nice okay
ahma.. you better thank me hor

2004-11-11T13:11:00.000+08:00

yesterday's training was..
the best??
haha
not to mention..
i malu myself :x
not going to talk about it
super malu
thanks for the extra house tee!!
saved my life

stupid rachel go for holiday
box her
she only going for three out of seven trainings
*pouts
lucky got ahma accompany me

cant wait till 16th
then i get to see them again
miss you three alot
did you all miss me too??
hahaha
i bet you did :) :) :)

2004-10-28T17:25:00.000+08:00

last day of school..
what can i say
i'm gonna miss 2/O
and all the crappy people
i cant wait until class party
then all of us can get together again
for one last time >_<

haha
mei cried alot today
and it's like super contagious
brenda cried
sheena cried
bevv cried
then i cried
km pro..
she cried too much le..
no more tears
dont cry anymore okay??
takecare..

2/O super pro!!!
huda.sandhya.xinya.jeanette.fairuz.
they dedicated a song to us
and the best part is..
tbc let us listen!!
hahaha
acctually we wanted graduation..
but dont have..
then they chose 'my place' by nelly
anyway
thank you girls so much!!

graduation-
and so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
where we're gonna be when we turn 25
i keep thinking times will never change
keep on thinking things will always be the same
but when we leave this year we won't be coming back
no more hanging out cause we're on a different track
and if you got something that you need to say
you better say it right now cause you don't have another day
cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
these memories are playing like a film without sound
and I keep thinking of that night in June
i didn't know much of love
but it came too soon
and there was me and you
and then we got real blue
stay at home talking on the telephone
we'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
and this is how it feels

[chorus]
as we go on
we remember
all the times we
had together
and as our lives change
come whatever
we will still be
Friends Forever

so if we get the big jobs
and we make the big money
when we look back now
will our jokes still be funny?
will we still remember everything we learned in school?
still be trying to break every single rule
will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
will Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
i keep, i keep thinking that it's not goodbye
keep on thinking it's a time to fly
and this is how it feels

[chorus]

la, la, la, la:
yeah, yeah, yeah
la, la, la, la:
we will still be friends forever

will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
can we survive it out there?
can we make it somehow?
i guess i thought that this would never end
and suddenly it's like we're women and men
will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
will these memories fade when i leave this town
i keep, i keep thinking that it's not goodbye
keep on thinking it's a time to fly

[chorus x3]

2004-10-12T16:07:00.000+08:00

when did i last update??
6september
nice. very nice
more than one month since i last touched the computer
i wonder how i survived

hiii!! bRenda Rawkkss??
hehehehehe.
yay.
we all rockk..
yummmss...
exam over tmr.
kekekekes.
fiona not studying noeees.
nottii..
hahahahahaa
she dun stardie better.
i oso dowan study!!!!!!!
yaynessss.
we're e crappified lot.

my turn my turn!!!
haha
we're lame
yes
agree?
i agree!!
so do i!!
ouuuccccchh!!!!!
on so loud for wad???
wan me to be deaf arh??
aiyo!!!
crazy gal!
haha!
dat was me!
bout fiona!
e crazy gal!
=)
are we boreD?
no we arent
we dun seem to be
haha
den why are we toking so much crap?
u ask me?
i ask hu?
aiyo!
haha=P
yippee!
hu am i?

okay
back to me
i'm with a pile of crazy ppl
stuck in this room

a pile?
i oni see 2 ppl
as in T.W.O
=D

we're accidentally in love-

2004-09-06T21:40:00.000+08:00

i've started slacking AGAIN
slacked the whole day thru
i din study
at all
they cancelled training
for campcraft and drills
is this good news??
i wonder
we've been missing out a lot
all the 2 ohs
missed two parades already
:x

jay chou rocks la
his songs are so nice
they just melt my heart
and I'm listening to it again..

ahma dun care abt him okay??
he's not worth it

kiat jia you!!
we're all behind you

2004-08-30T09:50:00.000+08:00

...

2004-08-15T21:32:00.000+08:00

if we hold on together
i knoe our dreams will neva die
dreams see us thru to forever
where clouds roll by
for u and i
it's playing in my head again
and i miss them badly..

2004-08-14T17:55:00.000+08:00

POP
if we hold on together
i knoe our dreams will neva die
dreams see us thru to forever
where clouds roll by
for u & i.

the foto frame rocks la.. we juz love our nco's. and i acctually believed tt it was a magic stick.. i was realli preparing to break it when e sun goes down.. like maam jos said.. we are sooo gullible. tsktsk. i'm gonna put e nicest foto i find of hermes and put it inside :)
maam liwen is zai. veh extremely zai. no other ways to express it.. juz one word la.. zai. haha. zaizaizai!!